theories and theories... a new resolution.

the frightening part about lot of theories is that, if u are on a quest to prove it right, what if it proves to be?

i mean, take this chessboard theory that i have, for example - that people are coins on other people's boards on other people's life... u might just appear as a pawn to ur boss for instance, unless u prove ur worth, and then u 'upgrade' to something more valuable... and so on. and ur value differs from perspective of each of ur friends,family and basically everyone (its my theory to why fame, noticablity etc counts for more in this world, coz then more people find useful to have you on their 'board'), if i embark on a quest to prove this right, i might end up trying to expose a hole in their board by moving out, and hence proving that i was worth more than a 'pawn' or whatever they are considering me at the moment, where does that leave me?? hell yeah, right outside the board!!! like i need that. its makes me feel like that eureka guy, who is as famous as discovering some weird theory, as he was for running naked on the streets shouting eureka..... (so sorry archimedes (just googled it up now), but i kinda never could get past the part of u being a streaker to dwelve on your theory....)
so shelved worrying on theories and trying to prove people that i'm smart enough to figure out whatever coin i might be on their board.... and instead resolved, as a good friend of mine just put it, to screw life! i'm gonna do what's best for me, and work my up the rest from that... i guess i'll eventually end up at where i'm destined to, so might as well enjoy time till then. so gonna be a freelancer, one goal, take the ride as long as its going in the same direction as mine.... theories? who cares if they're right? Not me!