Three remotes by my side, after spending an uneventful part of the hour staring at a message that essentially means that the satellite dish company is going to take my money and not show any programmes because of the monsoon cloud cover over the city, I'm quite a bit too frustrated to go to sleep. I was hoping that watching TV would put me to sleep, no such luck...that left me wide awake.
Its the inactivity that kills me. Physically and mentally feel a certain level of weariness, but its the lack of a sense of 'accomplishment', the lack of that feeling of adrenaline washing over, that's keeping my mind awake and sleep harder to come. Everyday is so blank that can't quite remember how different today was from yesterday. last week or even last month.. everyday's a new page left bank. Ultimately, have to force my mind to shutdown. Until the next page, adios!
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